iphone recording, written oct 2023. can you see i’ll give you everything? can you see i’ll give you all of me? can you see i’ll give you everything? can you see i’ll give you all of me? can you see a plastic diamond ring? can you see i’ll give you everything. can you see i’ll give you everything. can you see i’ll give you all of me.
iphone recording, written oct 2023. when you marry a daughter, do you change her, do you save her? rearrange her? eloise, eloise. now i can say, pretty safely, we change each other. we change each other. eloise. eloise.
a home iphone recording on the living room floor, may 2024. i know what you want. i know what you came for. taking me round the bend. taking me by the handful. again.
let you down was written and recorded on the spot on my living room floor during a late difficult parenting night, april 2024, break the silence with song on a windy night as storms move through my boys and through my heart and through my boys and through. brew a hot cup of tea. no tea cups are clean. i don’t want to sit with regret for how i could have done better. but i’m sitting away from you now. eyes puffed and nights like these make them older, not wiser. have i let you down. have i let you down. it kills me now to think i might be letting you down.
iphone recording, written and immediately recorded, march 2024 in the sun, in the sun, i pull my face backwards, i can’t lay straight, i pull myself sideways, i can’t stay. too many typical things. i’m not a typical thing. too many typical things. i’m not a typical thing….